I miss your handsome face,
Your cute smile, that daze,
I miss our long chats,
And occasional rants,
Your amusing sharp nose,
That I felt with my own,
Now lying on my bed,
Thinking of my fate,
How much I think of you,
But do you think of me,
Half as much as I think of you?
- Kajai Priya
13.07.08
I am not sure if you guys know, but I have left Beyond Events Sdn Bhd officially .. it was a hard decision to make but one that I had to do nevertheless .. Anyway now where am I going? what am i doing? That would be the question many of you would be asking… well to be honest i dono myself.. no seriously.. I am taking a break from the past paced life.. but somehow i think i dont suit that sort of life.. Why?
well i woke up this morning at 11am, and at first I was like.. “ahh bliss.. i get to wake up so late” but the thing is when i realised i have nothing to do, i panicked.. i could not help myself.. So i woke up fixed the streamyx for my temporary laptop, and i got to work.. yes work.. i know i have handed what i need to do.. but i could not help myself.. i knew somethings would screw up.. so there i was following up on things as if i am on holiday.. yes i was in denial.. no i AM in denial
But i know i would get over this.. I would be joining a new company by august i am sure of it, then my life will be back on the fast lane … till then i am busy with SinclairFalak Sdn Bhd.. a company started off by Ashraf Sinclair and Sazzy Falak, and they have already got my hands full.. But i am excited working for them and with them .. so watch out for more updates.
I know that i said i would be updating this blog more often, but sigh.. how lah? I hardly have time even when i am SUPPOSED to have all the time in the world
TOUGH LUCK!
Anyway … life goes on after beyond..
My house now faces the sun… I know.. common eh? But it also faces a golf course that spans for as far as the eye can see.. so when I wake up at 7 this morning, I saw the glorious ball of fire just about to peek its magnificent colors to earth. The view was spectacular! Amongst the hills, the horizon, the sun peeked its way up and brightened the world, as well as mine that has been rather gloomy the past few days.
With the sun shining on my face, its rays of lights on my skin, warming all the stifness that I felt the night before, I knew today would be a good day.. i hope so…
ha ha ha.. yeah you guessed it as much. I was on a drinking marathon last week.
Wednesday: Wine with Sazzy, Fiza and Ezra
Thursday: 2 frozen margharitas in Chillis
Friday: Vodka + Chivas at Thong’s (colleague) farewell party in Baruk Club
Saturday: More wine with Sazzy and Nazril
Sunday: 1 bottle of Baileys and 3/4 bottle of Chivas with Evelyn
Today - hmmmm still early.. muahahaha
Anyway, i have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I still am, about what I want, and whether what I have is what I really want or is it because I have it that is why I think I want it?
I know deep deep, well sometimes, deep writes like this are good eh? 
