Me, Watashiwa, Ya

we walk to the right
and we walk to the left
and we walk and we walk
and we walk all night
with a heel and a toe
and a half round turn
with a heel and a toe
and a new friend found….

Is finding a friend that easy? is finding someone you can feel COMPLETELY comfortable with that simple? Well i recently had the priviledge of meeting someone who not only made me feel special but made me feel me. I was able to let go of all my doubts about me, and completely be me. It felt good. It felt blissfully good, and I thank thee. It means a lot to me…

Today I am happy, the next day confused, the following day, I am a better person.

Isn’t life great, well you tell me!

Ever wondered if people thought that you were someone when you were not what they thought you were? Ever been in a situation when you reacted differently and suddenly the world is still.. like you have done something that you should never have even thought of, People around you feel you have changed. But that is not the thing.. it is not about change, it is me!

Sigh, to be honest I dont know why i am writing this also.. I know for a fact that i have been recently not been accepted for me being me. I am confused. What do people want anyway?

Ona different note, got a phone call a couple of days ago and got to know that an old pal from the ex company I used to work at, has passed away. He had heart attack at the age of 43.. wow.. life is indeed short.

I think this weekend, i wanna go away.. just cause I can.. what are your plans

yes i have finally gotten meself my tattoo..its a horse. a little wild and beautiful horse i must say. i am so happy!!! 2008 has been a year that i have been doing things. Going greater heights. I love it so far! but healing of a tattoo is so tedious.. and scary.. it feels like the whole design is ripping off, but its just the scabs
some asked why horse? my answer “i am a horse. Born in 1978 making me in the chinese zodiac a horse. Horses always represent strenth and speed.. so more horse tatoos i have on my body, i have more horse power.. kekek muahahah

more changes are about to happen to my life.. i know i can feel it coming. sorry i did not update in yonks! but here it is:
1) i am moving to my house!!!! my bf buy house di in greenfields .. happy happy
2) started saving money - really
3) finally started work on my own business

more things to come..