Me, Watashiwa, Ya

No, I am not participating but organising, the other day, 12 gals came for interview,. they look OK.. but unfortunately they are not intelligent enough. sigh..

Things at home has been cool.. the other day when I was driving to my hometown, it was raining heavily all the way till I got there, and somewhere near calledonia (it is this spiral road place), a lorry that was right in front of me, spun due to slippery roads. And thank god, I was nowhere nearby.. else I die!!! I kept a distance just like how they taught us when we were taking our P license..or L.. ??

Went over to this new bar, MUSE the other day, It is owned by a friend of ours, very nice, If you want a place to party and hang with friends and of course drink, head on over to MUSE. It is at The Weld, and you wont be able to miss it, as it is right at the entrance, Call me and I can bring you there too.. very nice mixes!!! And err cute bartenders who do things like Tom used to do in Cocktail.. kekekek

Met my B’s aunt from Singapore.. errr it was nice. she was sweet… she was really nice.. and her hubby was nice as well.. just that he and B share very weird jokes and only they understand.. hmm horses..

Been up and about the place with the Miss Malaysia World 2006 pageant happening in July.. and my Blush! launch is also happening on the same day!!!! Sigh.. always like that, I work my butt out for an event, and I would not be able to see it.. why why why???

kekekekk mom passed a Feria hair color - errr okay okay.. it was hair bleach.. and my wonderful boyfriend “volunteered” caused i said “I have done this before, TRUST me”.. errr let us just say that he aint gonna trust me with his hair.. for a long time.. more like for the rest of his life.. why? what happened, you ask.. well,. err i Bleached too much .. he looks sooo ah lian!!! Sorry B!!! But honestly if it was some of my exes *no names* they would have

1) Freaked out!!!
2) Slapped me
3) Had a huge argument with me
4) broken up with me
5) Shaved bald
6) All of the above in the exact sequence

But no.. my AMAZING bf was calm and said “You ah.. cannot trust you with my hair anymore, Now everyone is gonna laugh at me:”… and he STILL has it with it, he did not cut, not bald his head. He is the sweetest!!!!!

Okay no more mushy mushy stuff.. please listen to Hitz.fm, I got the crew to gotcha me baby.. muahhahhaha.. hope they air it though..

My work has been fun! Getting better why.. more hectic.. so cooollll and shifting home soon..looking for a place to stay.. you know one? Near Bukit Jalil.. Holler me k?

Happy Belated Birthday, my dear wonderful friend Evelyn Goh Beng Choo!!!!! Sorry I almost forgot.. let’;s celebrate!!!!

went through my finances the other day and realised I have not much left after so much of money going out.. sigh.. how to save like this??? COmmom grouse eh?

Hungry.. suddeny got craving for KFC…

Hmm weird eh? Earlier such a sad entry, now I am back. “I am not good at handling depression” true.. but at the same time.. I am good at getting out of it. Cried my heart out for my aunt. Thanks B for being there..

My first pitch for an event came through, and it is for lingerie launch! How appropriate. But I am really living it and enjoying life. Some of you know that I m co-habilitating with my love, but I guess that will change in the coming month *terribly sad face*.. why? Cause we just cant seem to be able to save money lah.. Aiyoh!!

Anyways.. long weekend approaching, what are you planning? I am heading over to the X-Games happening in Sunway and do some work as well..

Apart from that, hmm nothing lah.. just the same old me..

Yes the title says it all, my dear aunt, whom we fondly call “Thaddi kunya” (plump aunty) passed away after a series of heart attack yesterday at the UKM hospital in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur Malaysia. She was 50+.She left behind my cousins, Amy, 29, Yaso, 24, and Yogan, 22. She will be missed terribly. I used to cycle to her house almost everyday to hang out with her kids and buy stuff (she lives one km away from my granny house and that is the only place nearest with a supemarket at that time, about 20 years ago). She was a vegetarian and a strong devotee of Lord Muruga, with whom she resides peacefully now. Situations did not allow me to go visit her and pay my last respect. However, while she had machines of unknown names connected to her keeping her alive, i saw her.. on the bed, with tubes going through her mouth, into her veins.. a painful picture to paint. One day before she gave up the fight.

I am still saddened by the whole incident, as i am still unable to accept the fact that in the past 5 years, I had only seen Deepavali in my family once! My niece has only known the meaning once.. Don get me wrong. I am not concerned with the celebrations, it is the fact that someone passes away in my family almost every year.

It has been a while since we heard the wedding “nathaswarams” in my family. Been a while since we congratulated someone on their engagement, and it will be awhile since we hear the firecrackers for Deepavali.

Sigh.. sometimes being in a big family it is all fun and laughter when you have almost 100 people in the family having a get together and a good laugh, but when at times like this, u wish you were not born in such surroundings.. the pain is too much to take. year in year out.

Last year, i lost my grandma.. my dear dear grandma.. she was like my own mother..no, i refuse to talk about her.. i don want the pain to come again..the year before that, was the deepavali i saw. But the year before that, was my uncle, and before that my step grandma.. tell me how many families go through this every year? If you do, please tell me .. i wanna know how they handle it.

And to make things worse, especially when I planned tying the knot somewhere.. i had a fight with someone i would rather not have it with.. We will be okay.. don worry.. but right now.. my heart cant handle all this at the same time..

Will be leaving the office early (yes, i had to work, i had a presentation to a client tomorrow), have a good rest - hopefully- and rest my mind.. Am not good at handling depression..