Me, Watashiwa, Ya

It is finally over!!! 1 month of hardwork and it all finally paid off!!! To think that 1) It did not rain 2) The technical parts did not screw up 3) Everyone behaved 4) The Gods approved all our suggestions 5) 350 people did not turn up! Woo hooo

For those of you who were there, thank you. For those of you were not there, ahahah you missed it! (see pics they are up di!)

It was nice seeing so many people honoured for all their good job done! And to be suprised by Jakeman & Skeletor of Hitz fooling around on stage. To see some "superstars" or wannabes when they go up and take prizes. To meet Steven Patrick (who by the way is a cutie!!!!! Nice smile) and to meet so many people in and out of the industry.

Unfortunately, my job was not a very happening role that day, I was incharge of backstage and floor and the bitch who was busy paging everyone on the walkie to make sure all is smooth, cause I am also the q for the host, Sarimah Ibrahim.

It was a good show, the whole team did an amazing work, Nothing went wrong!!!! It was so nice seeing all of it being paid off.. I was so worried something may go wrong that day, but I guess we pulled it off!

An amazing closing performance by Dragon Red and One Buck Short!!! Money cant buy stuff. That was definitely the best performance that night. Unbelievable and unbeatable way to end the show.

After event was cool too.. stayed until almost 3am.. packing and dismantling. A HUGE shout out to my team, my partners in crime, my boys: William (baby) Gavin (coma) and Foo (Wonder). Without their dedication and hardwork, I know for sure this event would not have been what it was last night.

A special dedication to a dear friend and colleague, Min Huey, Thanks for everything gal. We will miss you at PGi.. and I shall miss you dearly as my roomate when we travel.

It was also the last event William, my baby handle as part of the events team as he will depart and move to musiccanteen officially end of this month. This is heart wrecking, but sometimes you have to let go.. But I will make sure he stays close to my heart.. ok baby fingers??? muaks..

Today a bit weary cause went for a nice massage, but now my shoulders hurt (think she was too rough on my super smooth skin.. eehhh perasan!) but refreshed a bit lah.. but I know I’ve learned a few tips on how to make my massage prowess better.. massage anyone?

Saturday I went to one u with my best friend Sharon. Sigh.. so much happened.. I parked at new wing, wanting to go old wing, ended up still at new wing, took car to go park at old wing, took illegal turn broke the Ganesha statue in the car (bad or good hard to tell, but it is a sign of bad omen), parked and still could not find old wing, had coffee bean, and when heading home time, no shillings in car, had to change with strangers, machine did not accept coins, changed another machine, finally left! No more going one u, especially with her.

Changes,.,. I hate that.. especially when someone starts to treat me differently. I wont be able to take it. Friends are dear to me, and I do my level best to make sure that that touch is not lost, but when things change, I kinda get paranoid and very depressed. People can change, but you do not change the way you treat someone.. do you?

Sometimes that seems like the only sounds you hear in the office.. Well, that is how my off environment sounds like…

Cant wait for the musiccanteen.com Awards Nite.. It is gonna be "packed".. what i mean is packed.. sigh.. gonna try to fit in 350 people in a place that can only hold like 250 people (that too way too packed).. sigh.. how lah..

Things in my office is also so.. different..

Hey anyone knows acgood day care centre for my niece ah? She is 6 years old (a brat) and she will be on her holidays soon. Both me mom and her mom are working.. so we need to send her to a day care center.. sumwhere in Damansara or KL.. sigh.. if you know, please lemme know.. (message me on friendster)

Funny how all my life, I never imagined by life will be revolved around "The Office".. Sigh..

Not me today..

pleFinally I had one Sunday at home.. And I spent it well.. Woke up early in the morning.. stupid PDA.. forgot to switch off the alarm and started playing this particular music.. aiyoh.. I thought I was dreaming of it.. and then woke up and realised that it was my PDA.. sigh…

Anyway, decided to spend some time with family.. so went to do some grocery shopping with em and also fix my Fossil watch.. aiyoh it is no longer blinking lah. so sad.. sob sob..

Hmm after grocery shopping I went to check out this guy who works at this CD shop… He is gorgeous.. I think.. for me lah..  and he has this killer dimples.. sigh.. so nice to see his face.. Unfortunately he was NOT in the shop.. Dang!

It is funny how sometimes you think you have the right thing with you, but you tend to realise that it was all too soon before you had the time to even look back and say "No that is not what I want"

Often we say, we wanna meet our other half, our soul mate, but how many of us actually succeeds in doing it..? Some of us go through half of our lives just looking for the right ones.. and sometimes along the way, we bump and fall and never get up again.

I have reasons to say all these.. I just want to tell all my friends that if you fall in love, or if you find the right one, someone that you are comfortable with, someone you know you want for keeps, don ever let them go. Cause in years to come, you will live to regret it.

Watched this nice Tamil Movie about friendship and went to sleep at about 1am..

Am trying to be very updated with my blogs… if only I knew if people read and comments.. hmmmm

Finally, I am trying my best to write this blog on a daily basis… After the very emo Kajai in yesterday’s blog.. am back to being chirpy me..

Today was an event held at Dataran Merdeka, Perodua Carnival. Dono how these people do event. I also Perodua customer, but I never receive any correspondence on this event.. weird eh? Macam mana lah.. aiyoh!

Anyway, it was a day of fun, and errr lots of sneezing.. I am having a very bad flu and sitting under that hot sun is not an easy feat. Anyway at the end of the day things got really funny.. we had this clown who did (laughing) this baloon stunt on Foo, my colleague (hint, u can find him on friendster too), where he tied his hands together, and then tied his back like a g string.. and finally.. errr gave him a huge dick! that was soo funny.. i don have pictures tho.. but my colleague, Gavin (Coma) did take some, will try to grab it from him and upload for you guys okie?

Right after packing, Coma and Foo played errr catch the mineral water game.. and Foo could not catch a single time,. that was soooo funny,. u should have been there to see it lah.. kekek

Now back home and chilling in the room. Next week same event.. hopefully all goes well as planned.. else.. sigh BUMMER!!!

Today last day of hungry ghost festival.. better stay home and don go out late late ok?

Wow! I have heard so many of my friends who could play the guitar.. piano.. drums, but today.. someone made me cry.. I heard his piece on piano.. and the worst part is that, the moment it started.. i cried.. and i cried like so many times even after many hours of listening to it for the first time..

Baby fingers.. that is him.. he is sooo ****ing amazingly talented. Unbelievable! I can still hear his piece on my mind.. and feel his fingers on mine when he was playing my hand as a piano.. wow..

I can go on and on..he can even play the bass *hint hint* All I wanna say is that, sometimes in our lives we meet so many people.. and along the way, a lot of them teach us a thing or two about the many mysteries of love and life.

U think u know a lot of them.. U think.. but then..they surprise you in the most bizarre way.. u r taken back by their behaviour, atitude, character,. name it which ever way you want.. but.. today.. i was touched, shocked and pampered (in a way).. by someone..

To have a friend is a gift, to have a true friend is a blessing, to have a best friend is to have a guardian angel by your side. You know all will be well, the moment they put their arms around u, and say, "chill da".. or hold u tight when you are in tears and say "shhh don worry i am here" * b, i will NEVER forget that*… they hold ur hand, and you feel you can walk anywhere, and you are safe and sound. They hug and cuddle and you know that there is a place called heaven on their shoulder, chest.. err tummy..

I found out today, that my best friend, whom I cant remember when I fell in love with, whom I know for less than a year, can touch my heart in a very peculiar way..through his talent.. his music.

Despite the fact that we may not have known each other that long…. but what we have for each other is so special, that I would never want to lose or let go. It is like a priceless gem guarded not with fear but with love.

I just want to dedicate today to him..2nd September is Baby Fingers Day in my life, for today, not only did I realise his true potential. But it is also the day, I realise just how much he means to me. And I hope I mean just that much to him…

Baby.. love you da…

Sigh.. what a string of hectic weeks! Well, a lot of things happened.. hmm Rock The Nation Penang happened but it was such a disappointed. My fav band, twosidestoastory only performed like err one song!~ ARgh!!! And i was supposed to be performing with this band, Dragon Red (damn good one!) but that also tak jadi thanks to the stupid rain that kept pouring.. for the first time i hated penang.. sigh… err Merdeka was good,.. i had a nice drinking session with my two best friends, Sharon and Evelyn. And then went shopping.. Today attented a VERY boring training on money laundering.. aiyo.. Sorry guys,, shor one this time.. gonna be another hectic week..